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Reflecting on Christian Living

28 Jun

Beginnings.

I asked God to forgive my sins and I told Jesus I was glad he died for me when I was 6 years old.  I trusted in Jesus for my eternity with the total commitment of a young child.  A lot happened prior that event to prepare my heart.  A lot has happened since then.

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If you believe in Jesus Christ for salvation, when did you make that decision? What lead you up to that point?   Are glad or sad that you made that decision?   Do you still believe in Jesus?

Please leave your comments – I want to know about you.

About Me

22 Jun

Reflections on Christian Living — ABOUT ME

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Me now?  My profile gives some limited information about me. Here is some more…..

I have been a believer in Jesus Christ for over 50 years.  I’m the first to say that doesn’t mean a thing, if I don’t spend time and energy daily to grow, learn and share more of Christ than I did as a small child.  There are areas of my spiritual walk where I still stumble, fall and struggle.  I suspect there always will be.  It has been my experience that some of our deepest wounds become the very places where we can realize God’s greatest healing.

Just as physical infants after birth must experience healthy growth in order to reach maturity, so too must we as Christians.  Just as human infants are incapable of going it alone throughout the developmental stages of life, so also are we as newborn Christians.  We need God’s Word and we need someone, maybe many some ones to come alongside us to teach and encourage us to grow through the developmental stages of a spiritual journey.  We need someone just 1/2-1 step ahead of us on the journey to come close and to disciple, coach and mentor us.

By the way, I define growing as a believer in God as thinking, feeling, and acting more like Christ now, than a year ago, and the year before that, and the year before that.   Unlike physical human infants, I believe we never out-grow the developmental stages of our spiritual journey until we are with God for eternity.  There are always ways to change, to grow, to share, to serve.  We live in a hurting world.  We are broken people.  I do not, nor ever will claim to have all the answers.  I don’t.  I do not attend church regularly believing I’m perfect; exactly the opposite, it is because I know I’m not that I go to be supported and to meet with God within a local community of similarly minded believers in God.

This blog?  Well, it is where I take time out of daily life, to share some of the issues and thoughts that I have pondered and reflected upon for some time, the blog is the top of the iceberg.  While I dream of posting more frequently, if it takes me away from the priorities I believe God has currently called me to do and to be, then it will continue to be intermittent.  And I hope that is OK with you.  I hope that when I do share that you find it useful for your own spiritual journey.

What to know more about me?  By far, the easiest method is to visit and cruise through my Pinterest page under the name:  Susan Mosey Honeycutt. It is not a business page and I have nothing to sell.  It is where I stash some of the things that help me.  Things for personal growth, service, organization, causes and hobbies.

There, you can explore my “pins”, boards, priorities, and interests.  You will likely  glean some information about my passions. For example, you might observe that I am passionate about Jesus Christ, God’s Word, Bible study & memorization, and helping others to grow in their faith journey.  I am passionate about helping people who are in faith challenging circumstances.  I am passionately living life.  Make every moment count.

You might observe some interests that are avocations and some that have grown into a new vocation.  The area of my spiritual journey which gives me the greatest joy and absorbs the largest majority of my time is intercessory prayer. Reading several books on prayer is a hobby.  There are even a few blogs on the topic. I don’t talk about it or read about it, nearly as much as I DO it.  I have kept a “War room” type of journal and prayer list for decades before the movie.  I love seeing the faithfulness of God’s answers.

I have no formal seminary education. I do however regularly sit at the feet of my Lord.  I attend classes and seminars on Christian topics and I find reading various theology books to be very enjoyable.  Please consider my pondering as coming from a place in my heart and mind.  Use at least a few grains of salt when you consider my postings.

In the future?   I’m thinking of starting a short series of posts sharing chapters from my past and present faith journey.  Your feedback might be just the encouragement I need. By the way I still consider myself a “newbie” on this WordPress thing, so most of my stuff is at the simplest form.  [Thank you Daddy Blitz for your guidance.]

For fun, I have attached a song below that speaks deeply to my heart today and in the past few weeks.  I have a “To my heart” playlist that is updated regularly as the journey continues.  Maybe I’ll tell you about how God uses music in my life one day.

Thanks for stopping by.  Thank you for reading.  If you want, please follow.  I would be honored to have you alongside.   I would love to have your feedback and comments. I can only hope that I did this correctly so that is possible! (Smile)

 

 

 

Reflections on Christian Living – Lent 2015 Thoughts on Sin, Forgivenss, Relationship, Love – Part 2

26 Mar

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Reflections on Christian Living – Lent 2015 Thoughts on Sin, Forgivenss, Relationship, Love and Growth – Part 2

Sin – not a popular word these days.  I know I would much rather acknowledge only the attributes of God being loving, kind, gentle.  I think others are similar.  It is easier on our ego and self-esteem to make God a God who is not righteous, not holy.  An easier God is just a slightly higher version of us – holy, without sin Himself, but not judgmental or righteous enough to hold people accountable and require a payment for the penalty of sin.   Somehow in our human reasoning to have a God that requires payment for sin, is to make Him petty.  That is NOT WHO GOD IS.  God is OTHR.  He is beyond anything.   In the books of Isaiah as well as Job, God Himself points out the vast differences between man and God.  He asks “Where you there when I hung the stars?”   God says “Your thoughts are not my thoughts, nor your ways my ways.”

Instead of a petty God, as some would have Him to be – quite the opposite is true.  A God that does not require a penalty for sin is not holy, is not righteous.  In fact, to make Him so, is to put ourselves above God.  Here is one reason why:  even as humans, our justice system and our sense of justice, both require people to fulfill a sentence for wrongdoing, for harming others, or even for attempting self-harm.  Suicide is illegal in most states, so even harming ourselves, according to man’s law, requires retribution.  Requires actions to save.  EMT’s called to the sight of an attempted suicide must make an effort to save the person and return them to a functioning human state.  Even humans recognize the delusion that man is in control of our own soul.  We are only in control of our choices.  And we do not often choose wisely; even when we do, it is like a reach of inches, when God demands a standard of holiness that is the length of thousands of feet.  We can never reach far enough – without God’s intervention on our behalf.  God determined that our short fallings, our sin, deserve death.  It is holy and right that He has done so.

YET IN His goodness, kindness, mercy and grace – instead of insisting we pay the penalty — before the beginning of time – GOD in His majesty and love – also determined a way for His son, Jesus, to take our penalty, to  pay the ransom price for us.   Read I Timothy 2, verses 4-6.  Or if you desire, read the entire chapter.

God does not just want us to confess our sin to Him, He doesn’t want the “box checked” and for us to then walk away and live as we choose.   God has reached out since day one to have relationship, reconciliation, and fellowship with mankind.  God seeks us, He desires us to seek Him.  He promises in Jeremiah 29: 11-14 that when we seek Him with a sincere heart, we will find Him.

In many Psalms, but especially in Psalm 51, David rightly acknowledges that at the root of all failings,  all sin is truly sin  against a Holy God.   Do we harm each other?  Most definitely.  Do we harm ourselves?  Yes.  We have only to see the example put forth in first and second Samuel to see lots of evidence.  And it continues throughout time including today.  Watch the news to see how many times people’s choices are not beneficial to themselves or others.  The reality is that sin breaks our fellowship, puts a space in our relationship with a Holy God.  He cannot meet with us when we harbor sin in our hearts.  Sin also breaks our relationships with each other.

Through Nathan the prophet, God offered David forgiveness if he would repent.  God is always reaching out to us to offer reconciliation.  It is we who are to respond.  Psalm 51 says “Against you, and you only have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight”.  NOTE:  It is hugely important to read hrough the entire Psalm and to read the the context t background of what happened in David’s life leading up to this confession.  ((2 Samuel, chapters 11 & 12).   David was a lier, cheater, adulterer, murderer, and possible rapist.  Yet, when he confessed his sin, as we learned yesterday – God forgave him his sin.  (I John 1:9)   Was there an earthly consequence?  Yes, the child died.  Clearly many others were hurt.  Was there reconciliation to a Holy God after admitting wrong doing? Most definitely – Yes.

For me,  loving is forgiveness.   Being loving – toward both others and myself –  means owning and admitting my failures.   Not to live there, but to say I did it or thought it or said it, to tell God and the person(s) that I’m sorry and I want to move on in forgiveness and reconciliation.   A few weeks ago, I read something that really resonated with me.   I do not know who said it first, or to whom to attribute the quote.

Here is what it said:  “I would rather be an honest sinner, than a holy hypocrite.”   It makes a valid point – though the saying is clearly an oxymoron – for there is certainly no such person as a holy hypocrite.   To be a hypocrite is to pose. To be out of alignment between our private self, our heart, and our public self.  Most importantly, to be a hypocrite is to be out of alignment with God.  To say one thing and do another.  To say one thing and think another.  The list goes on……

We can sometimes fool people, but never God.  God looks on our heart.  He knows our every thought and motives.  Some people say that they do not attend church because it is filled with hypocrites.   Again, in reality, it is the opposite.  Church is filled with people who openly admit we are sinners, people who acknowledge we blow it.  Often. For you see, every week I attend church, every time I open my Bible to read and learn and listen to God, I am living and declaring the fact I am NOT a hypocrite.  I am acknowledging I cannot live a holy life apart from God.  I cannot live without confession.  I cannot live without asking forgiveness in all my relationships.  I cannot live without knowing that a loving God paid the ultimate price to reconcile and have a relationship with me. (Cross reference John 3:16)

I need that unending, unconditional Love.  I need that perspective.  I need that HOPE.  Knowing God is always there with me and on my side is my daily dose of reality.  Reality check – as in real eternity – not our temporary world now.   Most of the folks I know that want a close relationship with God feel the same way.  We need God.  Not the other way around.

If you want more information or have questions, leave a comment.   I look forward to your comments.  Thank you for reading.

Reflections on Christian Living – Lent 2015 Thoughts on Sin, Forgivenss, Relationship, Love and Growth – Part 1

25 Mar

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Reflections on Christian Living – Lent 2015 Thoughts on Sin – Part 1

Have you ever felt while everyone else is “springing forward” you are sliding back”?  This lent season is unusual for me.  My reflections have taken a turn.  I am in the midst of a struggle to “feel” close to Christ.  I feel distant.  I know who moved.  Me, not God.

I know that when I confess my sins, God is faithful and just to forgive my failings. (I John 1:9)  If you don’t know, the definition of “confessing” is to agree  with one’s accuser.  In the legal sense, it is confession that gains one a plea bargain and a lighter sentence.  In our God relationship, it is confession that agrees with God, and the result is possible earthly consequences or fall out, but no eternal punishment.  It is confessed, it is forgiven.

To tell God that I am aware of my short-fallings, my sins; Yes – that is confession.  Knowing and doing so are two different things.  Sometimes I just want to hang on a little longer to my rebellion, my way, my heart, my vision. Sometimes, I want to make a turn that is not in the road.  I want to refuse to go where I believe God is calling me, to do as I believe He wants.  I am sure I’m not alone in this.  My usual reason why?  Well, it’s silly really, but fear.  Fear of failure.  In this, I can identify with Moses.  “But Lord, I’m not qualified.” “Surely you don’t mean me.” “But that is so far beyond my comfort zone…..”Sin means turning my back on God and His desires and commandments.   Not a good option for any relationship.

If we seek to have ongoing daily relationship with the God of the Universe it means following His directions.  Obedience is a critical aspect of our Christian walk. Some Christian denominations have a prayer, which in part says: “I confess that I have sinned against You (meaning God), in thought, word, and deed, by what I have done, and by what I have left undone.”  I like that.  I need that, for in truth, I am much more apt to entertain an ungodly thought of NOT doing, rather than to act out by miss-doing.

I am very aware of that truth.  I am much more apt to leave something unattended than to commit a “visible offense”.  That doesn’t mean it is not wrong (sin).   Many are those of every faith that claim it of primary import – yet do not do what is called for action in obedient followers.  Each of us want to deny claim our short-fallings – because – well, “everybody does that”; or the classic “It’s not like I killed anyone” … “It is so drastic, people will think me a fool or worse, a wierdo”.

In case you are wondering — NO those are not acceptable excuses in God’s eyes.  I don’t know about you, but somehow I want to believe that partial commitment and partial obedience and partial following is OK.  It is not.  It is NOT what Jesus called His disciples to be.  In John 15 Jesus calls His disciples friends.  Each of those friends (except 2) died a cruel death for that friendship.  Yet I ponder in my weakness the harm of being unrepentant for a day or so.  I think Jesus friends who walked daily with Him during his earthly ministry had several things right.

I you have any questions or comments please feel free to leave them below.  Thanks for reading.  Part 2 soon.

Please leave a comment if you want more information or have questions.  Thank you for reading.

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Prayer 3 – A.C.T.S.

13 Apr
How do we learn to pray?  Get close to our Source

How do we learn to pray? Get close to our Source

Have you ever wondered where to start if you are unfamiliar with prayer? One way is to use a standard prayer-book, or a compendium of historical prayers. Another method is to use scripture and pray a Bible verse or two. Some people like praying with a pattern to help them stay on track. I’ve used a few of these forms in the past, and sometimes still do. One is called A.C.T.S. The acronym stands for Adoration, Confession, Thanksgiving, Supplication. It contains all the topical elements of the Prayer Jesus taught his disciples. (BTW, I have no idea who first came up with this idea.) Adoration is the noun version of the verb Adore. I think for the purposes of prayer, though the acronym was taught to me as Adoration, I think of it as the verb form.  Actively speaking my love and worship to God my divine creator. For me it is showing God my reverence. It is knowing my position as the Beloved humbly in front of the Great I AM God.  I am in a heavenly throne room, and want to recognize God and His position.  His “otherness”. Confession is next. To me it is a logical transition.  This is the part that makes all of us uncomfortable. It means that we acknowledge and own our wrong doings, our sins, and then confess them each to God — agree with him that we have sinned — and turn away from those actions and thoughts. For me this is part of “wiping my slate clean” with God by telling Him all my mistakes and mess-ups. BONUS:   We have the joy of knowing scripture 1 John 1:9 promises us that when we confess the sins we know of, and ask God humbly to reveal any of which we are unaware, then ALL our sins are covered – even the ones we don’t know about – and therefore cannot confess.   God is so gracious to us and so incrediably merciful. He gives us what we do NOT deserve and does NOT give us what we do deserve.  Grace and Mercy is where confession becomes powerful to call us back into God’s love.  He never leaves us, but in reality, each one honestly looking at ourselves – we know we leave Him.  He is ever faithful and loving, we are not. Next is Thanksgiving. Have an attitude of gratitude. Think of and really tell God about people and things you are happy are in your life.  Thank God for anything that give you joy or peace:  People you love, People you need to love, Enemies who teach us love, Blessings of home, job, family, nature’s wonders, beauty. Appreciate the blessings God has given you and thank Him for these. This section can be very long if you practice gratitude on a daily basis. This is an ideal place to thank God for all that He IS to you personally, as well as for all He has done for and with and to you.  It can be short if you are new to the concept of gratitude and thanksgiving for the daily blessings of all that God provides.  That’s ok.  Just do what you can. After adoring worship and confession, and thanksgiving,  it is the ideal time to tell God what concerns you and to make your supplications for intervention on your behalf or on behalf of others. Tell God the situation, be specific, and ask God for what you need.   God already knows our heart, so you may as well put all your cards on the table.  He knows your prayers before words form on your tongue, and yet, scripture commands us to pray.  To humbly kneel before the throne of our God and King and make our requests. Scripture also tells us to pray in alignment with the Spirit, and it cautions us that sometimes we do not have because we ask with impure motives. (Refer to Lent Reflection2014)  So before you give God your list of “wants”, as if He is just a Santa in the Sky, consider with due reverence what your motives are for making the requests. Is it a need, a want, an intercession on behalf of another, or yourself (which by the way – is perfectly fine). THINK – Is it true, is it honest, is it needful, is it helpful, is it kind?  There is no space for pretense in such an intimate relationship as we have with God in prayer.  Prayers are answered. Most people may close by asking “in the name of Jesus Christ” or something of that sort.  Do you know why?   Not as a habit I hope, but sincerely obeying the commands found in the gospels that Jesus tells his disciples to petition God in His (Jesus’) name. Again an act of humility before a mighty God in acknowledging the ONLY reason we can come to Him with our requests is because Jesus’ death and resurrection made a bridge whereby we can do so. I’d be happy to hear your thoughts on A.C.T.S. Have you ever tried this method? Are you willing to give it a try out even for a few days?  Let me know. If you have other methods, please feel free to share.  I would be encouraged by your feedback, and if you like this reflection, be sure to share it with others.  

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