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Reflections on Christian Living – Been a while

7 Apr

Reflection on Christian Living – Been a while.

I’ve been living in a waiting room for many weeks.    Are there ever circumstances in your life you would like to change?  Things you know God can change.  Concerns you hope He will change; yet it appears on the surface as if nothing is happening.  Ever been there?

Some call it a desert experience.  I don’t call it that because for me, it is more like a closet, or waiting room or hallway experience.  In the hallway you see doors, but none has opened yet.  In the waiting room, you expect to be “called into” or “called back to” the professional person’s private space or examination room, but the wait is hours beyond your assigned appointment.  So you sit.  Or maybe it is the ER or urgent clinic and you didn’t even expect to be there, so you sit.  In the closet, you are simply cut-off from socialization and “normal” routine life.

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The waiting chair

That is what this last 6 months have been like for me.  I find waiting can be a productive time.  A time to: grow closer to my God; get intimate with Jesus.  A time of increased prayer.  A time of increased Bible study and learning  where and how to apply truths that pop out at me during these times.  Truths it seems that I am unable or unwilling to notice when I’m bustling with life activities, duties, responsibilities, tasks.

Tough times?  You betcha.  Challenging days?  Oh yeah.  Frustrating?  Yes – at times;  I wanted it to end – sooner.    There has been a lot of illness for me and for my loved ones during these last months. There have been many pajama days in these weeks. Walking day-to-day with joy and hope is sometimes a stretch; I have to be honest.  Some solitude, isolation, and some new friendships built slowly, privately, and hopefully steadily.

My take away:  Slowing down, whether voluntarily or involuntarily due to circumstance outside our control is not a bad thing.  It is a good thing.  It helps us to filter out.  It helps purge the unnecessary from life in order to focus on the important.  It removes unnecessary “urgent” tasks from our life.

Response:  Thank you Lord for this waiting time.   I would not have asked for it, but I am grateful that you allowed all these circumstances into my life to prepare me for something wonderful.  Something only You can teach me; something I need now or will need in the future.  Thank you, in Jesus’ Holy name, Amen.      God you are awesome.

 

 

Reflections on Christian Life – Mountain Tops and Valleys?

17 Apr

Reflections on Christian Life

Mountain Tops or Valleys

I hear many Christians speaking of mountain top experiences.  Those spiritual moments when it seems you are closer to heaven and can easily feel the presence of God.  I’ve had those.  The beauty is astounding.  The rush is real.  The fact that it took work to climb that mountain, take the risk and reach out toward the heavens is no accident either.  The path can be steep and narrow.  It can challenge us in ways we would never discover if we did not adventure out on God’s grace to the upper reaches.

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And yet, if you look at mountain tops another way, they are often barren, at the very top, if they are extremely tall, they are treeless, often dry or harsh and hard places.  Some are snow-covered and frigid all year around, and many of the highest peaks on earth are simply deadly to those who chose to take the challenge and tread upon their landscapes.

Now think of the valleys in your life.  I often live in the valley.  Where it once was a dark and lonely place, seemingly filled with predators and greater danger than the mountain top –  it is no more.  It is no longer the barren desert spot.  Instead, through God’s incredible grace, I have come, over time, to realize that it is in the valleys we find still waters.  It is in the valleys where we sometimes pause in our “climbing” work, and swim in deep waters.  Reaching out daily to touch the hand of God, to say “I can’t do this alone”.

It is in the valleys where the cultivation work is done so that new growth is possible.  It is also in the valleys where abundant growth can come from irrigation for our soul.  Tilling up old habits and thoughts is no easier than climbing mountains.  It is just as difficult to trust the hand of God to protect us in the early darkness found in deep valleys and canyons as it is to trust him on the narrow climb

What has been your thinking about mountains and valleys in your spiritual journey?  How do you feel about each?  Have you ever looked or thought about these extremes in a different way than you do now?  Perhaps the opposite way?  Option 1:  Mountain top good, Valley bad, or Option 2:  Mountain top, great place to visit, but we live and grow in the valleys of life.  Option 3:  I prefer neither?

I’m curious, what have your experiences on the Christian journey been?  High, Low, Steady?  Both?  All three?

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