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Reflections on Christian Living – Seasons

25 Sep

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They say that the USA is currently transitioning from summer to fall.  It’s over 90 degrees again today.  “Fall” started a week ago.  Makes me wonder if there are other transitions happening in my life which seem to be lagging behind a new reality.

Somehow summer always seems to promote the “lazy-hazy” me.  While I love the season, and I like to garden and admire the flower beds around the house, I’m not a person who avidly pulls weeds.  I have however discovered that when I am upset or angry with circumstances outside of my control that weeding becomes a very healthy outlet for me.  I feel so much better after removing the unwanted things from the ground so that the choice items remain and can flourish.  Better still: the harvest is more bountiful.

This analogy can be true in our spiritual journey as well.  Sometimes, it seems that each of us can be a little slow, a bit inattentive, even lackadaisical about addressing what we consider “small” failures.  Bad choices.  We sometimes squirm just hearing the word sin.  But that is what  GOD calls it when we chose to live against His direction.    When we do this, when we think of sin as tiny or small, or “little white lies” — we are disregarding God’s perspective.  All sin is a reproach to a HOLY GOD.

Yet, our enemy stabs at us with thoughts and lies and justifications for “small” ordinary sins.  You know everyone is doing it – whatever it is.  It’s not a big deal, I will do better tomorrow.  I’m not perfect, no one is.  No one is getting hurt.  No one even knows. It’s not a big deal.  What happens in….stays in….  NO.   LIES from the pit.

And soon, just like the weeds in my flower box or garden, those tiny transgressions are big, ugly habits.  Habits that reinforce character flaws.  Habits that are difficult and burdensome to pull from within the fabric of our lives. Habits of both doing the wrong thing, and habits of not doing the right things.  The actions we know we need to take to walk with integrity.

The rebellion in our lives can so quickly get out-of-control.  Never more so than when we knowingly walk against the direction and life-style that Jesus teaches us to live.  In fact, I challenge you as well as myself, against the perspective that later is better than now.  It is not.  We need to learn and practice and keep short short accounts with God.  We need to regularly confess and pull those tiny weeds of sin and doubt out of our hearts.

We chose, we do control our choices.  Yet, at the same time, I doubt any one of us understands the true repercussions that choice caused and continues to cause to ripple throughout our lives.  My point?  All sin leaves scars.  Only God can heal.  Yet even then – some sins continue to have consequences for the rest of our lives – even after God has forgiven us.  Some are subtle.  Some are not.

Lest we forget, there are failures in our choosing to DO, in the bad choices we make.  But there are also failures in our failure to DO what we have been commanded to do.  What we have been taught by Holy scriptures is necessary to do to maintain an intimate relationship of continuous growth to becoming more Christ like daily.

Since the leaves on the deciduous trees are about to teach us how beautiful it can be to let go, I think now would be a beautiful time to intentionally take action to let go of some habitual sin — which we want to pretend is not a big-deal — and instead, acknowledge our rebellious heart, humble ourselves before a merciful God, receive the forgiveness only our Savior Jesus can offer, and make a change to remove something which no longer belongs in our lives.  Freedom awaits us.

Reflections on Devotions

28 Jan

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Last Sunday, I was asked to consider being a part of a panel discussion on Devotions.  Giving a little 3-4 minute presentation and being part of a Q&A session.   I prayed about it, and was not too surprised when it seemed that I was to leave my comfort zone and say yes.  It was an event at my local church.  Shouldn’t be intimidating…right?

Well, yes and no.  I wasn’t kidding when I said sharing my devotional life is outside my comfort zone.  I regularly have devotions.  Daily most often.  Some days more than once a day.  But then – BAM!   I said yes, and so this happened:   All week I have been struggling to be consistent and devoted to my devotions and Bible study time?   Now why do you suppose that is?   I can think of many possible answers.   But the one I encountered most often this past week is nicely summed up in the “Coffee with Jesus” at the top of this post.

I just wasn’t “feeling it.  Is is amazing to me that still after 50 years of spiritual journey, some times the rebel in my heart shows up again to take a stand.  Not as visible to others, but visible most certainly to God, and visible to me.  IF I am willing to show up and be honest with God and myself.

Some days this week, I “felt” like I was checking a box.  Yep, done with that reading.  But I didn’t “feel” it was doing any good.  But you know what?  God showed up.  And some of those days that I didn’t feel like my morning efforts were resulting in any meditation or reflection, or even explanation,  observation, application, and doing — Again, God showed up.  Later in the day, I would find myself recalling what I had read.  Encountering a situation where that scripture applied.  Thinking about one of the devotional questions for reflection.  It was amazing.  God still worked.  God was glorified.  In spite of me.  I shouldn’t be surprised by that, I know.  But I was.

Because it reminded of a very important truth. Devotions aren’t about me.  They are about God.  They are about being in a devoted relationship.  So, yeah, I looked up the meaning of devoted, devote, devotional.   (Geeky, I know).    Here is what I found:

DEVOTE — VERB.    Action.  Requires participation.  Also related to devoting, devoted.

1. To give up or appropriate to or concentrate on a particular pursuit, occupation, purpose, cause, etc.  TO devote one’s time to reading.   (Yes, this does describe one action I take in pursuit of my Lord.)

2. To appropriate by or as if by a vow; set apart or dedicate by solemn or formal act, consecrate.   (Yes, this does describe the set apart portion of my day, my week to consecrate my life to my Lord.  To seek His face, His will, His call upon my life.)

3. To commit to evil or destruction or doom.  ……

At this point I thought – Huh?  And then I remembered several Old Testament scriptures where the Hebrew people were told to “devote to destruction” certain plunder obtained in warfare.  The most common example being the false gods of their enemies.  Makes a bit more sense.  So I asked myself this – Are there things I encounter just walking in this world that “stick” to me – which I need to remove and devote to destruction.  Yes.  Some bad habits simply appear with seemingly no aid on my part.  How do I break those?  I devote them to destruction.  But I digress…..

Devotions.  My keys:  Continuity and Variety.   I continuously have a plan for reading.   My favorite is to use the Book of Common Prayer readings.  They always includes Psalms, a personal favorite, they include an Old Testament reading, a New Testament reading, and a portion of one of the four Gospels.   I love the balance it presents, and it helps me keep the big picture overview of God’s Word in mind.   And because it takes 3 church years (starting at Advent each year, A, B, C) it doesn’t repeat often.

I also continuously have other reading plans that I participate in or Bible studies that I follow.  Books for studying the Bible are wonderful guides.  Whether you go to a book-by=book of the Bible series, or a Topical study.  They can be very helpful and often have guided questions to aid in reflection and explaining Biblical passages.

For Variety, I use many small reading plans.  They are kind of what I call “treats” or “snack food”.   Most are little paragraph or two of someone elses reflections with often only a verse or two.  Some include a short prayer, some don’t.  Some are by famous historical Christian authors, some by contemporary Christian authors.  Some topical, some theological, some “random” readings.   These are like little shots of caffeine.  OK as far as they go, but it is not what I would call a meal.  The nourishment from these is a good place to start if you have not developed a daily habit of spending time with God.  It simply is the equivalent of baby-food, and I believe God wants us to grow up as we journey with Him.

What works for you?  What have you tried for devotional time?  What doesn’t work?  What are YOUR biggest obstacles?  I’d love to hear your thoughts in comments.

 

 

 

 

Reflecting on Christian Living

28 Jun

Beginnings.

I asked God to forgive my sins and I told Jesus I was glad he died for me when I was 6 years old.  I trusted in Jesus for my eternity with the total commitment of a young child.  A lot happened prior that event to prepare my heart.  A lot has happened since then.

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If you believe in Jesus Christ for salvation, when did you make that decision? What lead you up to that point?   Are glad or sad that you made that decision?   Do you still believe in Jesus?

Please leave your comments – I want to know about you.

About Me

22 Jun

Reflections on Christian Living — ABOUT ME

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Me now?  My profile gives some limited information about me. Here is some more…..

I have been a believer in Jesus Christ for over 50 years.  I’m the first to say that doesn’t mean a thing, if I don’t spend time and energy daily to grow, learn and share more of Christ than I did as a small child.  There are areas of my spiritual walk where I still stumble, fall and struggle.  I suspect there always will be.  It has been my experience that some of our deepest wounds become the very places where we can realize God’s greatest healing.

Just as physical infants after birth must experience healthy growth in order to reach maturity, so too must we as Christians.  Just as human infants are incapable of going it alone throughout the developmental stages of life, so also are we as newborn Christians.  We need God’s Word and we need someone, maybe many some ones to come alongside us to teach and encourage us to grow through the developmental stages of a spiritual journey.  We need someone just 1/2-1 step ahead of us on the journey to come close and to disciple, coach and mentor us.

By the way, I define growing as a believer in God as thinking, feeling, and acting more like Christ now, than a year ago, and the year before that, and the year before that.   Unlike physical human infants, I believe we never out-grow the developmental stages of our spiritual journey until we are with God for eternity.  There are always ways to change, to grow, to share, to serve.  We live in a hurting world.  We are broken people.  I do not, nor ever will claim to have all the answers.  I don’t.  I do not attend church regularly believing I’m perfect; exactly the opposite, it is because I know I’m not that I go to be supported and to meet with God within a local community of similarly minded believers in God.

This blog?  Well, it is where I take time out of daily life, to share some of the issues and thoughts that I have pondered and reflected upon for some time, the blog is the top of the iceberg.  While I dream of posting more frequently, if it takes me away from the priorities I believe God has currently called me to do and to be, then it will continue to be intermittent.  And I hope that is OK with you.  I hope that when I do share that you find it useful for your own spiritual journey.

What to know more about me?  By far, the easiest method is to visit and cruise through my Pinterest page under the name:  Susan Mosey Honeycutt. It is not a business page and I have nothing to sell.  It is where I stash some of the things that help me.  Things for personal growth, service, organization, causes and hobbies.

There, you can explore my “pins”, boards, priorities, and interests.  You will likely  glean some information about my passions. For example, you might observe that I am passionate about Jesus Christ, God’s Word, Bible study & memorization, and helping others to grow in their faith journey.  I am passionate about helping people who are in faith challenging circumstances.  I am passionately living life.  Make every moment count.

You might observe some interests that are avocations and some that have grown into a new vocation.  The area of my spiritual journey which gives me the greatest joy and absorbs the largest majority of my time is intercessory prayer. Reading several books on prayer is a hobby.  There are even a few blogs on the topic. I don’t talk about it or read about it, nearly as much as I DO it.  I have kept a “War room” type of journal and prayer list for decades before the movie.  I love seeing the faithfulness of God’s answers.

I have no formal seminary education. I do however regularly sit at the feet of my Lord.  I attend classes and seminars on Christian topics and I find reading various theology books to be very enjoyable.  Please consider my pondering as coming from a place in my heart and mind.  Use at least a few grains of salt when you consider my postings.

In the future?   I’m thinking of starting a short series of posts sharing chapters from my past and present faith journey.  Your feedback might be just the encouragement I need. By the way I still consider myself a “newbie” on this WordPress thing, so most of my stuff is at the simplest form.  [Thank you Daddy Blitz for your guidance.]

For fun, I have attached a song below that speaks deeply to my heart today and in the past few weeks.  I have a “To my heart” playlist that is updated regularly as the journey continues.  Maybe I’ll tell you about how God uses music in my life one day.

Thanks for stopping by.  Thank you for reading.  If you want, please follow.  I would be honored to have you alongside.   I would love to have your feedback and comments. I can only hope that I did this correctly so that is possible! (Smile)

 

 

 

Reflections on Christian Living – Been a while

7 Apr

Reflection on Christian Living – Been a while.

I’ve been living in a waiting room for many weeks.    Are there ever circumstances in your life you would like to change?  Things you know God can change.  Concerns you hope He will change; yet it appears on the surface as if nothing is happening.  Ever been there?

Some call it a desert experience.  I don’t call it that because for me, it is more like a closet, or waiting room or hallway experience.  In the hallway you see doors, but none has opened yet.  In the waiting room, you expect to be “called into” or “called back to” the professional person’s private space or examination room, but the wait is hours beyond your assigned appointment.  So you sit.  Or maybe it is the ER or urgent clinic and you didn’t even expect to be there, so you sit.  In the closet, you are simply cut-off from socialization and “normal” routine life.

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The waiting chair

That is what this last 6 months have been like for me.  I find waiting can be a productive time.  A time to: grow closer to my God; get intimate with Jesus.  A time of increased prayer.  A time of increased Bible study and learning  where and how to apply truths that pop out at me during these times.  Truths it seems that I am unable or unwilling to notice when I’m bustling with life activities, duties, responsibilities, tasks.

Tough times?  You betcha.  Challenging days?  Oh yeah.  Frustrating?  Yes – at times;  I wanted it to end – sooner.    There has been a lot of illness for me and for my loved ones during these last months. There have been many pajama days in these weeks. Walking day-to-day with joy and hope is sometimes a stretch; I have to be honest.  Some solitude, isolation, and some new friendships built slowly, privately, and hopefully steadily.

My take away:  Slowing down, whether voluntarily or involuntarily due to circumstance outside our control is not a bad thing.  It is a good thing.  It helps us to filter out.  It helps purge the unnecessary from life in order to focus on the important.  It removes unnecessary “urgent” tasks from our life.

Response:  Thank you Lord for this waiting time.   I would not have asked for it, but I am grateful that you allowed all these circumstances into my life to prepare me for something wonderful.  Something only You can teach me; something I need now or will need in the future.  Thank you, in Jesus’ Holy name, Amen.      God you are awesome.

 

 

Reflections on Christian Living – Special Practices – Gratitude

11 Nov

Reflections on Christian Living – Gratitude – Special Practices

There are several special practices or seasonal disciplines which I undertake to spur on and encourage Christian growth, to become more Christ-like and to change-up my walk a bit in order to keep me from becoming complacent in a daily journey with Jesus.

One of these practices is currently underway. I know some friends who either call it a 30 day gratitude challenge.  Some start on November 1st.  Some start 30 days before Thanksgiving.

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I don’t have a name for what I do, but most of my seasonal practices are actually 40 days long.  I try not to miss a day, but I am not legalistic about it, as is not about that.  These practices are an act of worship.  They are done not instead of my daily practices, but alongside them.

For 40 days before Thanksgiving I begin a gratitude journal.  Often,  I publish a summary on Facebook of what I am most grateful for on any given day during this season of reflection.  We are so blessed in so many ways and simply take most things for granted.  (I’m as guilty of this as the next person).

I would encourage anyone to do this.  I recently read that you can re-program your mind toward positivity by simply thinking of 3 things a day you are grateful for, and do that practice for 21 days.  I’m a slower learner, I need the shock therapy to my heart –  40 days gives me that gift.

What I have learned over the several years of doing this seasonal practice 40 days before Thanksgiving is that my entire daily attitude shifts over the course of those days.  Yes, I am usually grateful year around, but I’m the first to admit, there are simply times I fall far short in that category, and slip into what my mom would call “pity parties”.  I say that not as an excuse, but a confession.  I need more gratitude in my life.  I need more AWARENESS in my life.  I need to praise God more often for wonderful blessings – most particularly for His mercy and grace.  Since November has some challenging anniversary dates – and at least one blessed anniversary date in it, this practice helps me to gain perspective.

In the early days, I am not alert to specific items for which I am grateful.  Those first few days are often the “discipline” part.  I do it because I know it is the right thing for me to do.  I watch, i observe life – not just my life – but life in general.  I observe the life of others, of loved ones, of those going through hard times, and those who appear to have all their blessings like ducks in a row.

As the 40 days continue, I find myself increasingly aware of the blessings in my life – even when some of those blessings are trials.  I find myself so aware some days, that there is a list of multiple items in my journal which could be listed as today’s gratitude.  If I post on FB, I pick just one to share with others.   And I happily enjoy the blessings gained of my friends posting what they are grateful to have or experience in their life.

As I near the end of the 40 days and come to Thanksgiving as the day after the seasonal practice ends, I find that the day is wonderful.  Not in the sense of the traditional holiday, big meal, and all the “stuff” or a house overflowing with extended family or friends.  Those things are rare for us.  It is a wonderful day because I realize how different my attitude and heart have become as I look back over this year’s 40 day gratitude journal.

If you have never done this, or haven’t started yet this year, it is not too late.  Start to practice the presence of gratitude and as my mother used to sing “Count your blessings, name them one by one, and it will surprise you what the Lord has done”.

Reflections on Christian Living – Pondering

19 Aug

Reflections on Christian Living – Just thinking out loud….Pondering

I’ve been pondering a quite a few challenges in my walk of faith lately.  I don’t know about you, but sometimes I just find it difficult to live and BE what I believe.  This thought is not limited to my Christian faith journey, it includes day to day living.  Sometimes it is as simple as knowing the laundry needs to be folded, or I need to study before a final exam in a class, which mind you – I freely chose to take – yet though I’ve attended most classes, completed most of the reading materials and thoroughly enjoyed the teacher; there is a rebel hidden in my deep heart that says “NOPE” to studying for the final.  After all, how can one “flunk” God?

It’s not a performance thing.  It’s not do good works, then  God will love you or love you more type of thing.  It’s a God loves you, therefore I want to….most of the time…do what I believe is what God would have me do.  It is living out my faith with a Christian world view.  But still, there are some times that little inner rebel voice says — “Hey, truthfully, you don’t.”  Truthfully, I’d rather be here enjoying the sounds and sites:

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Vivi’s first pictures

Let me be the first to state:  “I’m not perfect”.  I attend church and study the Bible, not as a hypocrite but the exact opposite.  I know I cannot do this in my own strength.  I know I need the help of others with similar beliefs.  I know I need God’s support and guidance.  So as I was noodling on that, it occurred to me, that yes, in a weird way, we can “flunk God”.  We can reject His love for us.  We can say, “God does not exist”.  Not true, but we can say it.  That is our free choice.  Our will.

But the other side of that coin is that GOD will never flunk us.  He will never fail us.  He loves us unconditionally, He is faithful, He keeps His word.  He is a gentleman and will ALWAYS honor our choices – even when He knows it will cost us eternity apart from His love.  He is not only loving, but he is unchanging.  He always keeps His promises.  And He is just and right.  Mind-blown.

He died for me.  He died for you.  He chose to lay down His life – no one “took” it from Him.  Historically, Jesus Christ did this –  knowing that some of us would reject His gift of life.  We are free to chose.  Then hot on the heels of that thought came this one:  That means that I can also miss out on His *best* for me, by only partially accepting His plan for my life.  I am the one who loses out by rejecting or failing to acknowledge and embrace the unexpected blessings hidden in my day.  Hidden treasures to be found among the mundane.  I’m the one who loses out when I allow negativity to blur my vision.   There is no sacred, no secular.  For when we belong to God, and chose God’s way – it is ALL – or at least can be –  “sacred”.  Everything can be done to His glory and honor.  Even the mundane can become an act of worship and humility.

My mind skips to what I call “God’s great equalizer”.  Every living person on planet earth has the same amount of this commodity.  We each have 7 days a week, and each day has 24 hours.  So no excuses about “we don’t have time”.  It is more a matter of how we chose to use our time.  The one denominator in this equation is that none of us know how many days we have to live.  No one.  Not those 100+years, not those in great health, not children, not even stage 4 cancer patients or oncologists can state unequivocally “You have x days” – And when they try they are often wrong.  Psalms tells us that God knows all about us.  From the hairs on our head to the days in our lives.  And no matter how long we live, it is but a breath in eternity.

So, here I am with all these varying thoughts swirling in my mind.   Bouncing like ping-pong balls off of the corner recesses of obscurity.   A moment of clarity.  The pieces of the mosaic work around into a picture.  God is interested in what we do.  Read the book of James if you doubt this.   But He is far more interested in who we ARE.  Who we are becoming.  Who we ARE dictates what we do.  If you wonder about this, Read Romans 12.  But maybe even read all of Romans or all of John.

Am I growing in Christ?  Are we, Am I, allowing the Holy Spirit to work in my day to day circumstances – unhindered – in such a way so as to lead me closer to my Lord and Savior.  I say God is important.  Do I respond to God as if He is the VIP of my life?  Do I prioritize my time with Him?  Do I recognize truth from falsehood by studying the Bible?  Do I memorize scripture so that truth is embedded deeply into my mind and heart?  I don’t know about you, but for me — this is a key step to thinking correctly.   It is so easy in today’s world of constant bombardment of ideas and plurality to fall prey to thinking everything is equally correct.  But that is not truth.

Do I take captive every thought?  Do I take captive temptations toward actions which are contrary to God’s Word?   How can I, unless I know what it says?   By obedience  to His commands?  Jesus did say, “If you love me, keep my commandments.”  So, it seems as if Jesus in speaking to His disciples thought they had listened and would remember and would DO as He had instructed.   So again today, I set aside – by choice – choosing over and over again – to say “God first”.   Not legalistically, nor in a way that shuns responsibilities or other areas in my life which God has entrusted to my care as overseer – instead doing so in a way that says: the best part of my day, my self is freely given to God.  Then the rest will happen.

Point of clarification – that doesn’t mean that I am not worthy or deserving of taking good care of myself.  It does not mean that others in my life are not important – for indeed they are very important.  It means that I chose to organize the love for others, service, and the mundane of my life around whatever God brings my way.  I chose to trust.  I chose to walk moment by moment, LEANING IN, even when I don’t understand how God could ever possibly think I can handle everything being thrown my way.   [Trust me, I’ve tried leaning OUT – it isn’t a pleasant way to live.]

His power, His Spirit, His wisdom, His word will guide me through and strengthen me.  Thank you Jesus.

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