Reflections on Christian Living – Lent 2015 Thoughts on Sin, Forgivenss, Relationship, Love and Growth – Part 1

25 Mar

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Reflections on Christian Living – Lent 2015 Thoughts on Sin – Part 1

Have you ever felt while everyone else is “springing forward” you are sliding back”?  This lent season is unusual for me.  My reflections have taken a turn.  I am in the midst of a struggle to “feel” close to Christ.  I feel distant.  I know who moved.  Me, not God.

I know that when I confess my sins, God is faithful and just to forgive my failings. (I John 1:9)  If you don’t know, the definition of “confessing” is to agree  with one’s accuser.  In the legal sense, it is confession that gains one a plea bargain and a lighter sentence.  In our God relationship, it is confession that agrees with God, and the result is possible earthly consequences or fall out, but no eternal punishment.  It is confessed, it is forgiven.

To tell God that I am aware of my short-fallings, my sins; Yes – that is confession.  Knowing and doing so are two different things.  Sometimes I just want to hang on a little longer to my rebellion, my way, my heart, my vision. Sometimes, I want to make a turn that is not in the road.  I want to refuse to go where I believe God is calling me, to do as I believe He wants.  I am sure I’m not alone in this.  My usual reason why?  Well, it’s silly really, but fear.  Fear of failure.  In this, I can identify with Moses.  “But Lord, I’m not qualified.” “Surely you don’t mean me.” “But that is so far beyond my comfort zone…..”Sin means turning my back on God and His desires and commandments.   Not a good option for any relationship.

If we seek to have ongoing daily relationship with the God of the Universe it means following His directions.  Obedience is a critical aspect of our Christian walk. Some Christian denominations have a prayer, which in part says: “I confess that I have sinned against You (meaning God), in thought, word, and deed, by what I have done, and by what I have left undone.”  I like that.  I need that, for in truth, I am much more apt to entertain an ungodly thought of NOT doing, rather than to act out by miss-doing.

I am very aware of that truth.  I am much more apt to leave something unattended than to commit a “visible offense”.  That doesn’t mean it is not wrong (sin).   Many are those of every faith that claim it of primary import – yet do not do what is called for action in obedient followers.  Each of us want to deny claim our short-fallings – because – well, “everybody does that”; or the classic “It’s not like I killed anyone” … “It is so drastic, people will think me a fool or worse, a wierdo”.

In case you are wondering — NO those are not acceptable excuses in God’s eyes.  I don’t know about you, but somehow I want to believe that partial commitment and partial obedience and partial following is OK.  It is not.  It is NOT what Jesus called His disciples to be.  In John 15 Jesus calls His disciples friends.  Each of those friends (except 2) died a cruel death for that friendship.  Yet I ponder in my weakness the harm of being unrepentant for a day or so.  I think Jesus friends who walked daily with Him during his earthly ministry had several things right.

I you have any questions or comments please feel free to leave them below.  Thanks for reading.  Part 2 soon.

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